Ok, so lately I've been thinking. I've been thinking deep about things like I have never before. I have been asking myself things like "what if?" and "what could've been". I've been thinking "did I make the right choice on that decision?". I've been thinking and realizing that every decision I have made in the past has made what I am today.
Normally I wouldn't be the type to think about deep things. Normally, I would be the type that goes with how everything else is going, never taking a chance to think if what I am doing is right or wrong. I want to change that about me. If I took the extra second to think about something thoroughly before I made my final decision, I probably would've have made more "right" decisions for myself. But I don't. I always end up doing what I think is best for me at that time. I never think of how that will affect me in the future.
I'm that type of person that is really impacient. Like in my 9th grade spanish class; "Soy mucho impaciente". (: I always rush things. I never take my time on something. Sometimes it is good but most of the time it's a bad thing. I've been trying lately to become more patient than before. These past two years I've been the most patient I have ever been in my life. Waiting for something to come is sometimes right. You don't always want to wait for something but to rush something is not what life is about.
To me one of the big things in life is to be patient. If you are patient than good things will happen to you. These past few years, I have realized that if you are patient and wait for things to happen than it will. You can't always rush what you want to have. You can't be a little kid and get what you want right away. You have to be patient and wait it out. It's a good thing to be patient but to know when to give up on waiting for something because you don't want to waste the time you have on only one thing or person.
Well that's all I have to say for now.
Will write another blog soon.
-April Maii <3 (:
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